nazeem

ha.. budak kecik atas ni adik aku.. umo dia 3tahun..

tiap2 kali tengah malam rutin dia kacau aku tidow..

dia korek mata aku suruh bangun, dia dok cakap bahasa yang aku kurang faham n lompat atas badan aku bila aku tidow!! skit jiwa btoi..

so disebabkan aku dah x tahan aku ajak dia baring sebelah aku n nyanyi kt dya..

so sekarang ni budak kecik ni tiap2 malam mintak aku nyanyi 'twinkle-twinkle little star' berulang2 kali sampai dia tidow!!

Malaysia Wedding

semalam aku pegi kenduri khawin kawan abah aku..

kami pegi pun dah lewat sbb geng2 abah aku konon nak g ramai2 sampai 15 orang..

tunggu punya lah lama last2 5 orang je pegi.. haha! hampeh btoi..

yang aku excited pegi kenduri ni pun sbb geng2 abah aku yang ni campur cina n melayu..

diorang ni kawan pun disebabkan diaorang selalu g cycling skali.. club mountain bike..

bila dah sampai kat tempat kenduri tu aku awal2 lagi dh nampak pengantin laki..

rupa2nya kawan abah aku yang kawen ni orang india!!

n isteri dia orang melayu.. patut lah siap bersampin2 lagi..

bila kami duduk satu meja skali dengan kawan2 abah aku rasa seronok pulak sbb ada

melayu, india n cina..

kenduri tu memang betul2 meriah dengan suara diorang gelak.. n macam2 bahasa bleh dengar.. memang riuh gila ah.. n yang bestnya suma makan nasi minyak.. hahahaha!

walaupun kaum n agama berbeza tapi bila bab makanan kita dah macam jadi satu kaum je..

melayu suka makan capati n tosei, cina suka makan sambal belacan n ikan keriang,

india suka makan nasi lemak n laksa..

makin lama aku kat kenduri tu makin berat ja nak balik..

lepas kami makan kawan2 cina abah aku sebuk2 ajak kami suma tngkap gmbr denagn pengantin.. so dalam gambar tu dapat nampak 1 MALAYSIA.. :)

-i love Malaysia so much!-

Pheromones

WHAT IS PHEROMONES?

Pheromones are chemicals naturally produced by the body. The are released through sweat and body odor naturally and are reported to attract the opposite gender.

The idea of attraction another person with your own scent has captivate the heart of many experience

such as feeling. With pheromones you will automatically notice an increase in flirtation, attention, affection and intimacy.

Pheromone is Greek from the word Pheran-to transfer and Horman- to excite.
the primary male pheromone (hormone) men unknowingly secrete that attracts woman is Androstenone. Due to evolution, men only secrete this pheromone when they sweat.

This is an unpleasant way to meet a woman.

What is so ironic, is whenever we shower we clean off our own natural pheromone.

When we put on deodorant we actual clog and mask the pores Androstenone secretes from our sweat glands.

HOW TO INCREASE PHEROMONES?

Wear perfume sprays and colognes that you enjoy smelling. This will increase your energy and hormone production

Eat foods high in zinc such as pumpkin seeds, nuts and avocados or take a zinc supplement daily. This will increase testosterone levels and produce more pheromones

exercise

daily to increase testosterone levels.

Buy a pheromone spray and spray it on before interaction with the opposite gender

Taking supplements like DHEA and tribulus will increase pheromone production in the body, but make sure you stick to the correct dosages as these supplements may be dangerous in high doses

B.o.B feat. Hayley Williams & Eminem Airplanes part II

[Chorus - Hayley Williams]
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now

[Bridge]
Dreaming.
(oh oh oh oh)
Of falling (mmm mmm mmm mmm)
Dreaming (ooh oh oh oh)

[B.o.B - Verse 1]

(ya) Lets pretend like it’s 98

like i’m eating lunch off of styrofoam trays

trying to be the next rapper comin out the A (A-town)

Hoping for a record deal to ignore my pain (ya)

now lets pretend like i’m on the stage

and when my beat drops everybody goes insane (woo)

okay

and everybody know my name and everywhere I go people wanna hear me sing (oh)

oh yeah and I just dropped my new album on the first week I did Five-Hundred Thousand

gold in the spring and diamond in the fall and then a world tour just to top it all off

and lets pretend like they called me the greatest selling out arenas with big ass stages

and everybody loved me and no-one ever hated

lets try to use imagination

[Chorus]

[B.o.B - Verse 2]
Okay lets pretend like this never happened (never)

like I never had dreams of being a rapper (rapper)

like I didn’t write raps up in all of my classes

like I never used to run away into the blackness

now lets pretend like it was all good (good) like i didn’t live staring in a notebook (notebook)

like I did the things that i probably knew i should (should)

but I ain't have neighbours thats why they call it hood (hood yeah)

now lets pretend like i aint got a name before they ever call me BOB aka Bobby ray

i’m talking back before the mixtapes (yeah) before the videos and the deals and the fame

before the ever once compared me to Andre before i ever got on Myspace

before they ever noticed my face so lets just pretend and make wishes out of airplanes

[Chorus]

[Bridge II]
and it seems like yesterday it was just a dream
but those days are gone (gone gone) and just memories
(oh oh)
and it seems like yesterday it was just a dream
but those days are gone (gone gone)

[Eminem]
allright lets pretend Marshall Mathers never picked up a pen

lets pretend things would have been no different

pretend he procrastinated had no motivation

pretend he just made excuses that were so paper thin they could blow away with the wind

Marshall you’re never gonna make it makes no sense to play the game there ain’t no way that you’ll win

pretend he just stayed outside all day and played with his friends

pretend he even had a friend to say was his friend

and it wasn’t time to move and schools were changing again

he wasn’t socially awkward and just strange as a kid

he had a father and his mother wasn’t crazy as sh-t

and he never dreamed he could rip stadiums and just lazy as sh-t

fuck a talent show in a gymnasium bitch you won’t amount to sh-t quit daydreaming kid

you need to get your cranium checked you thinking like an alien it just ain’t realistic

now pretend they ain’t just make him angry with this sh-t and there was no one he could even aim when he’s pissed it

and his alarm went off to wake him off but he didn’t make it to the rap Olympics slept through his plane and he missed it

he’s gon’ have a hard time explaining to Hailey and Laney these food stamps and this WIC shit

cuz he never risked shit he hopes and he wished it but it didn’t fall in his lap so he ain’t even here

he pretends that…

[Hayley Williams]
Airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now

Uh hmm oh oh oh ooo
Uhu mm aalalalaa

OUT

kaki kami

sangat best kluar smlam!!

spatutnya double date tapi dsbbkn couple lagi satu tak bleh datang so kami kluar dua ja..

apa2 pun aku memang having fun..

kami tengok wayang.. mula2 nak tengok cita GULLIVER'S TRAVELS tp 3D pulak!!

aku bukan tak suka tengok 3D tapi aku ni dah lah pkai speck..

so aku kena pakai double speck bila nk tgk 3D.. sucks rite?!

nak kna tnggung dua speck kt muka aku ni.. x guna betoi!! berat kowt!

so kami tengok lah cita JANIN..

agak kurang best sbb cita tak msuk akal!!

aku taw lah toyol tu budak tp tu cuma jasad yang diowg guna..

dalam badan tu dah syaitan/jin so tak maknanya dia ada perasaan..

dan lagi satu..

toyol dia tak makan ayam tp dia isap darah kat ibu jari kaki tuan yang bela dia..

ni ada ka patut dia isap suma ibu jari kaki orang kt kampung.. haiz..

dan satu lagi.. (banyaknya aku membebel)

tuan dia sendiri yang akan bawak toyol yang dia bela tu jalan2 time maghrib..

tunjuk rumah yang patut toyol tu masuk bukan toyol tu yang pilih umah!!!

(patut aku yg jadi pengarah ni.. hoho!)

so lepas tengok wayang kami nk p karaoke tapi malangnya karaoke kat c-mart dh penuh..

(damn you c-mart!! hehe)

dah tak leh karaoke kami p lah main bowling.. haha! yang ni best..

kami dua2 x reti main tp aku menang gak ah.. (rahmat noob!) hehe

apa2 pun kami having so much fun wlaupun rahmat tak cukup tidow..

(cian awk..)

- thanx sayang coz awk dh bwat sya happy.. :) -

LOVE

banyak kisah disebalik perkataan ni..

ada kisah yang happy ending..

dan ada kisah yang sedih dan menyakitkan..

bagi aku..

kisah cinta aku buat masa sekarang sangat bahagia..

aku kenal dia dari aku sekolah lagi..

dulu aku tak pernah rasa perasaan cinta tapi dia satu2nya yang bagi aku rasa bahagia..

tapi kisah cinta ni aku tak tahu berakhir macam mana..

aku takut..

aku takut dia 'pergi' sebelum aku sedia..

maybe aku rasa macam ni sebab aku terbaca kisah cinta yang berakhir macam tu..

aku tak dapat banyangkan kalau benda macam ni jadi kat aku..

aku nak hidup dengan dia..

tak nak orang lain lagi dah..

sesetengah orang..

masih mencari cinta yang boleh buat mereka bahagia..

masih melukakan hati orang lain..

dan masih tak pernah sedar orang yang boleh buat mereka bahagia ada kt depan mata..

bagi aku..

aku dah jumpa cinta yang boleh buat aku bahagia..

orang yang tak sanggup lihat aku terluka..

dan orang yang selalu ada bila aku susah..

aku harap..

dia akan selalu dengan aku..

dan kisah cinta aku kisah yang bahagia..

Dream

aku harap satu hari nanti aku ada beach cottage dengan orang yang aku cinta..

aku suka bila bangun pagi aku boleh dengar bunyi ombak..

aku boleh jalan2 dengan orang yang aku cinta kt pantai..

aku boleh senyum bila aku bukak tingkap..

aku boleh rasa pasir yang lembut kat kaki aku selalu..

aku boleh kutip banyak seashell yang cantik..

aku harap bila aku dah ada family sendiri..

anak2 aku pun suka pantai..

suka mandi laut sampay tak nak keluar dari air..

suka main lari2 kat pantai sama macam kami..

suka baring sambil tengok bintang dan tersenyum..

(aku harap aku dapat rasa kebahagian ni satu hari nanti.. )

TerDesak

buku2 aku yang ada dah abis baca n aku sgt2 perlukan buku2 baru.. td aku teman mak aku g tesco so aku n adik aku mrayap lah kat kedai popular.. jumpa lah buku2 yg aku perlukan untuk hilngkan bosan tapi malangnya duit pulak x da g!!! x guna btoi..

aku btoi2 perlukan buku2 ni.. T-T

Library around the world

PARLIAMENT LIBRARY

-CANADA-

BIBLIOTECA GERAL UNIVERCITY OF COLOMBIA

-COIMBRA PORTUGIS-

PRIVATE JAY WALKER LIBRARY

-AMERIKA SYARIKAT-

RIJKMUSEUM LIBRARY

-AMSTERDAM-

STRAHOV MONASTERY LIBRARY

-PRAGUE CZECH REPUBLIC-

ABBY LIBRARY

-ST.GALLEN,SWITZERLAND-

TRINITY COLLEGE LIBRARY

-DUBLIN, IRELAND-

(hrap2 1 ari nnt aku bleh g slah 1 library ni.. )

High School Memories

you holding my hands and walk me home

you secretly watching me when i laugh with my friends

your the best teacher when it comes to mid year test

you are my first kiss

you looks so cute when you smile to me

you are the reason why i love high school

i love snatching your tie and keep it to myself

you kiss me in the pour rain

you often come to me when you feeling down

you waiting for me at my front house to walk together to school

you always teasing me

i love your good luck wish when i need it

you said you love me

i remember the first time i cry for you

you tie my shoes lace

you teach me about life

i love when you fall asleep on my lap

you're the first and my last

SenSE?

pernah x kowg rasa macam ada something yg buruk akan jadi tp kowg x taw apa x kena? kowg rasa risau n x selesa? even badan kowg menunjukkan yang ada something x kena? n tiba2 je lepas kowg rasa cam 2 mesti benda buruk 2 terjadi? benda ni penah jadi kt kebanyakkan owg.. macam yg terjadi kt aku sblum ni.. beberapa bulan yg lepas.. kereta mak aku kena curi.. btul2 depan kedai kami.. masa pukul 5pagi tu ttba je aku terjaga masa aku tidow n terasa yg aku perlu bangun n tgk kt luar.. tp tah kenapa aku rasa mls gila nk bangun.. so aku sambung ja tidow.. lepas berapa jam tidow aku terjaga sbb mak aku riuh2 cakap kereta hilang.. haiz.. memang trkejut ah aku.. lpas tnya jiran2 diowg ckp masa pkul 4.30pagi time diowg blik umah, diowg tgk ada lg kereta 2.. so kereta 2 hilang dalam pkul 5pagi.. bayangkn lah apa aku rasa.. dh lah time 2 gak aku terjaga rasa ada bnda x kena tapi aku x bangun pn tgk kt luar.. rasa agak menyesal lah jugak.. tp lepas fkir2 blik benda nk jadi.. memang kita rasa tp kita x bleh nk bwat apa2.. so kt sini ada aku jmpa sbb kenapa kdng2 kita bleh rasa macam 2:

1. There is something that you know is going on that has the potential of resulting in something bad happening; or else is a matter of increasingly defying the odds of having something bad happen.

Just as we often pick up "subtle vibes" from meeting new people, we often pick up (without ever realizing it) similar subtle vibes about ourselves and any number of situations. My most memorable example is that when I was expecting one of my babies I "just felt like" the baby would be born early. There was no outward reason to think that, and the doctor didn't take me seriously when I told him I "just had a feeling" the baby would arrive too early. Once I reached five months along I had dreams about having a tiny, tiny, baby. (In one dream, the tiny baby was sitting happily in a crib, so they weren't horrible dreams.) On the first evening of the childbirth class the instructor asked who thought they may not go the whole six weeks. My hand just seemed to go up without my really having any reason to raise it. The class was to meet for a second time the following week. I was not there. Instead, I was delivering my baby at 34 weeks.

The baby was born breech, and it was discovered that he had been in an odd position. I had always known that my "baby bump" was kind of off to the side; and I had been far more uncomfortable than anyone should be so early in the pregnancy. The point is I was probably getting those "vibes" that something was "off" with the pregnancy, even though all seemed generally normal. With the next pregnancy I recognized the absence of feeling "off".

There are any number of those kind of "vibes" we can pick up on when there's a situation that is "sending them". The "carefree" person who knows he has several fire hazards in his home may not really pay much attention to the risk, but somewhere in the back of his mind he may know he's living a little dangerously. Some who feels his life is out of control may pick up on "vibes" that tell him something bad is going to happen.

2. You may be particularly stressed out and anxious (and possibly suffering from depression, as well).

With regard to stress and anxiety, when we're under stress or anxiety we start to live "under the influence" of "stress chemicals" and the changes in our bodies that occur when we're living under stress. We aren't are "usual calm selves", so that, alone, makes us feel more generally nervous (needless to say). Depending on the number of causes of stress, and the severeity of stress/distress, we get can to a point where we don't just feel uncertain or ungrounded, we can start to get into the "what's-going-to-happen-next" kind of thinking.

Going through recent (or fairly recent) grief or serious loss; or going through too much grief or serious loss in too short a period of time; can contribute to that kind of thinking. Even when we think grief or loss occurred "a while ago" there are times when we underestimate how long it takes to fully bounce back from such things.

A friend once described the way life's troubles come like this: She said troubles can be like frosting on a cake. Some people can have a thin layer spread over the whole cake (as when many, many, smaller troubles keep occurring over a long period of time); or they can have "one, giant, lump dumped in one spot on the cake" (as when some extremely devastating loss occurs). In both types of situations a person can develop that sense that life will come at him from out of the blue and "kick him in the head" once again. We learn from our experiences, and sometimes we learn that bad things come at us "out of the blue". Sometimes, too, we over-learn that hard lesson and can have a difficult time finding our way back to a more appropriate, realistic, sense of well-being.

3. Some people, for whom everything in life is generally good, develop a worry that the odds of having something bad happen will inevitably turn against them. Depending on the person and his experiences, this worry can be either relatively minor or, instead, an actual fear.

In general, this kind of thought is something that doesn't bother most people much, even if it has occurred to them and they've had to tuck it in the back of their minds. Some people, however, are plagued by more disturbing degrees of this kind of thinking. This kind of thinking, though, is usually more "open" than that feeling people sometimes get that something bad is going to happen, even though they don't quite know what it may be.


Needless to say, anyone plagued by too many worrisome thoughts or feelings should consider seeking professional help. Often, however, by being aware of how "spooky" thoughts can occur as a result of that subtle awareness that we (or people close to us) are inviting disaster, or as a result of living with a generally "unsettled" feeling as a result of stress/distress; we can better understand the roots of those "spooky" thoughts and see them for what they truly are.

(so ni je yg aku jmpa.. yg lain aku cari suma haprak.. x da yg membantu pn..)

Diri Aku

aku ni sbnarnya dh lma tngin nk ada blog ni tp x da msa je nk bwat n aku agak mls..

tp ari ni aku agak bosan n aku keje baca blog owg je so aku amik kptsan utk bwat blog aku sndri.. yay!! tahniah!!! (sowg2 je syok) so aku jus nk knalkan dri aku.. so ni serba sdikit fasal aku..

Nama aku Nadia binti Othman Khairuddin seperti yg tertera dlm mykad aku.. hoho! n kwn2 sllu pngil aku nad je.. fmily pngil aku nadia n soulmate aku pngil aku ieya (gtal btoi dok ngaku soulmate.. huahahha!) aku skrg 18 tp still x smbung study sbb bpak aku ni bnyk songeh.. (dya nk aku bljr dkt2 je! tp course yg aku nk x da dkat2 sni) haiz.. tp x pe mgkn thn dpn aku smbung study..

so skrg ni aku juz keja kt kedai mak aku (lbih kpda buruh paksaan hehehe) tp x ksh coz aku nk g mne2 pn sng.. sllunya hujung minggu aku kuar ngn kwn2 aku or rahmat (soulmate aku 2) aku ni gila tgk wyg.. (sonok lah dpt tgk wyg hoho!) n baru2 ni aku ngn rahmat tgk cita narnia.. 3D!! (1st time tgk 3D so jd jakun sket) sllunya aku g tgk wyg, mkn2 n kdang2 g melalak kt blik karoke je tp minggu sblum aku g tgk narnia 2, aku n fmily aku n rahmat (dya sibuk nk ikowt.. ;p) kami g main bowling.. dgn rendah dirinya aku mengaku yg aku x penah main bowling.. haha! so aku n ibu vs tasha n ira (adik2 aku) ari 2 mmg best (++ rahmat yg dok menyokong) so dsebabkn tu lah smpy arini aku ketagih je nk main bowling lg.. hehe so done about hujung minggu aku so aku nk cita plak fasal MAKAN.. hehe.. kanapa makan ek? sbb aku suka sangat makan!! dulu tiap2 minggu aku sllu makan chocolate cadbury, cake, icecream.. wah.. memang heaven on earth lah kalo suma bnda2 tu cair dalam mlut aku.. hehe.. tp skarg aku dh stop makan 2 suma sbb aku dah... errmm.. gemok... haiz.. sedih btoi.. T-T so 2 je lah yg aku mmpu cita sedikit sbnyk fsal aku.. (penat lah nk taip)